I have yet to know who i am
but i know exactly who i'm not
im not a superficial hypocrite,
nor am i a disguised saint,
or a rotten apple,maggoty at the core,
candied on the outside.
I do not thrive on delusions of grandeur
and I know I ll never be that extra load in my own house.

this blog is shutting down cos I' m sick of some lifeless rat who thinks of me as nothing more than some stupid joke.
well, you know how the saying goes: Make sure your own hands are clean before you start pointing fingers.